How does hatred of what we are affect us?

I have tears in my eyes ,after reading this all. I can read real love and sorrow through the lines.Nobody should ever go through all this.Its horrid that family do these things. Where is the family respect ? Unfortunately great things come to an end quickly and I really feel sad for you . You brought me bad memories, not that I will ever forget my late gf as I still remember her everyday. After reading your story ,I am happy that my gf never came out, at least she had a respectful funeral as deserved. I hope you are a little better now, and will have another chance to love,that is what your late girlfriend would want, she'd want you happy .... Please take care and if you need any further support , just click on my e mail in profile ! Take care !